i wan to ran away!

yeah.. i wan to run away.. i wan quit everything and stay alone!!
everything seems like going against me..
nothing can really make me feel comfortable or happy wit..
exam exam.. i dun wan!!! i dun wan to sit for the tests to test me.. i dun wan to expose my standard which is way lower..
i hate exam.. i hate worrying on where to go and wad to study..
i hate aiming and planning.. where i can even reach it..
i hate planning.. which planned shud be very fine but ends up worrying again..
i dun wan think where will i heading to..
i hate thinking now..
i wan to set my mind blank..
dig away my brain..
throw away everything..
sit down and enjoy by myself..
i am looking for nothing now.. only the coming family gathering during mooncake festival..
i dun wan go school and face my result.. i DUN WAN!!!
i hate seeing myself drop from my standard..
*BANGED*